anxious

im feeling anxious, and i think i know why, i just found out for the first time that my 16 year old son has a girlfriend, iam happy and she looks lovely, so innocent, but i feel sad, my baby, growing into a man.....my heart is beating fast, iam trying to calm myself down by putting my feelings into words...i know it probly is crazy to feel this way, its just the boys they grew up so fast and i missed it all....hmmm i hate when it always goes back to me always back to me, we'll as i wipe away my unknown reason tears i will end for now